Pulling a Victory from Sickness

I have been sick with a stomach virus for 3 days now ever since Saturday 5/8/10 when i went to Flushing, NY to a Dim Sum place off Main ST where their is a huge parking lot across from it. it had all these great foods like, sweet rice paste shell with beef in it, my favorite was the bread-ish shell with roast pork filling. I have a fear of seafood, my mother is the WORST cook ever. She ruined my attempt at seafood forever, the only things i will ever go near is, fake crab sticks, tuna, date, and flounder the cheap kind that is fillet, battered and fried. Anything outside of it I will never touch. Let me give you an example of my mom cooking fish, it may look juicy and really good just from the smell but one touch is this really heavy fish taste like normal things that are fish, but one touch of saliva on it and it will explode like a bomb it feels like mini hairs tied up in a rubber band in your mouth. Totally not kosher of course I'm substituting kosher with right or righteous. I'm still sick, but most of the stuff is gone except the stomach pains. So at this Dim Sum restaurant it was really fancy it had table cloths, glass windows with curtains and detailed chairs. Their was this one dish that probably met my demise shrimp paste wrapped in bacon, I thought it was sausage or something. So from now on i am still never touching any kind of fish unless specified.